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May 20th, 2012
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My heart hurts.
One of the only true friends I have here no longer wants to talk to me. For her own sanity. Apparently my obvious lack of perception knows no bounds. I wish we could’ve gotten into a fight. You can fix a fight.. You can’t fix how a person thinks of you in a certain way. No bad blood, just emotions. Fuck emotions. I’m done. I don’t want to feel anymore. Numb would be a better solution. This pit in my chest, this void, it needs to go. I have nothing to fill it with. I know I’m getting really emotional, but that’s me. I don’t write out letters to people, I don’t stick my neck out trying to keep a friend because its their choice whether they want to keep contact with me. I can only do so much. But this.. I poured my heart out in that letter and nothing’s changed. I wish someone was here to just hug or hold. But nope, I’m alone. Surprise. Sorry for the stupidity, guys..
Well today was shit.
Gonna crawl in a hole and die now. Bye, everybody
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I spent about 7 minutes outside her house figuring out the best spot to put it so she would see. Then I came back to her house because I was worried the wind would catch it. so now it’s just chillin with half the letter sticking out of the mailbox. Winning.
